Current mood:	*sigh*
Current music:	I'll Be -Edwin McCain

Hate
Here's my hate list right now


-Pittsburg- I didn't even wanna go to the goddamn state, but I had to, and spent the ENTIRE day Saturday with my grandmother, and as much as I love her, I don't like taking time out of my life for her, like I had to this weekend.

-Dad- I spend the entire day with his own mother, while he and my mom go play bridge. I was away from my friends, the people I actually love, and he just says "thank you". How about YOU SPEND TIME WITH YOUR OWN GODDAMN MOTHER.*sigh*

-Mom- Fat fuckin whore. I tried giving some sympathy to you, and what do you do? Bitch at me about my grades. I'm tired of even trying to be nice to her. I swear.




Glad to be home, but I would like the weekend my family wasted.


6 days till LA.

Current mood:	exhausted
Current music:	Big Time - Peter Gabriel

*Sigh*
Wow.



I'm sitting here on Sunday night, wondering where the fuck the weekend went to.


Friday Night: Shabbat with Masada BBG

This event sorta went to shit. It started off pretty good. I mean, I played guitar, chilled out, said "Hi" to old friends and new. Didn't each much dinner, didn't have to pay for the event, the whole nine yards.


Then services came. Lemme set background, first, though. See, I'd gone to this temple for as long as I remember. My parents were both in the choir, so I had to sit through every Friday night service and every choir practice. They do about the same music still, and I know the prayers from going every week as a kid. The amount of disrespect on Friday was staggering to say the least. I took it pretty hard. Harder then I should have, to be honest, but still, it did hurt. The Rabbi held a program on forgiveness (sorta), and while debating my side of the argument, someone brings this up:

"Have you never gotten angry? Should you be kicked off board if you are angry?"

I took it as a personal attack, but I was able to field it, keep it on subject (most of the time), and put up a damn good fight for my points. After the event, I just walked to my car, got intercepted by Mickey, and I just let loose. I vent to him, and don't even give a shit about the 3-4 people behind me. I just let lose, then go to my car and cry. Literally. I just stopped and started to cry. I went home sad and depressed.


Saturday: Look at Tammy, Ella, and Ally's desciption for Sweetheart / Heartthrob, at least for now, because I'm exhausted.


Just know this


Bisno Board Theme this term is Power Rangers
I am now Heartthrob for 3 chapters, but I was only called up once due to lack of tiaras.

The chapters who now have to suffer me?

Masada BBG
Haganah BBG
B'nai Ami AZA

Yay me.

Current mood:	stressed
Current music:	Numb - Linkin Park

Take what I was worrying about yesterday, add:


-F in AP US History that I must fix in a week.
-Psychology Project due Friday
-Email/Get in contact with colleges about Spring Break
-SAT registration
-Dragging my mom's fat ass around
-Daily Homework



Hah, how I said I wasn't sure if I'd make it to Thursday? Right now, I'll be happy to fucking make it to tonight.